there is nothing to display here Except my life. Life is sometimes happening,which is sometimes very boring, and there are times i feel like no life at all.Anyway there is a plaque over time or feel I'm acting like I'm "rilex" It's true dear, lifeis all about uncertainty .. but we do have our own destiny. Anyway, just keepreading my story. i can't not promise it gonna be interesting but i do promiseshare with u my journey of life.- by Myself :')

instructions :1. Play the song if the song doesn't play.2. Read carefully.

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

be honest , do you love me :') ?

the answer is you.
I hope that I die before you do, my love, 
because I never want to know the pain 
of what it's like to be without you.

The moment I looked in your eyes I fell in love. 
Every time I look I fall in love again.
I've looked so many times, 
and have gathered so much love.
I have so much to carry with me
I don't know what to do

If living life would mean loving you for the rest of my life, 
I would take the chance.

If it's wrong to love you, 
then my heart just wont let me be right.

I wish dreams were like wishes and wishes 
came true cause in my dreams I'm always with u!!

I wish I had a thousand eyes
to delight from your beauty...
A thousand arms to hug and squeeze you...
A thousand ears to hear you sigh...
A thousand lips to kiss you...
A thousand moments
like the one we first touched...
But mostly, a thousand lives to love you forever...

Tiny stars, shining bright,
it's time for me to say good night.
So, close your eyes and snuggle up tight,
I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight.

Memory is a golden chain that
binds us together until we meet again :')

Saturday, June 25, 2011

teardrops



I'm just asking for you to hold me...
And call me your whatever u want to..


Love isn't always perfect.
It isn't a fairytale or a storybook.
And it doesn't always come easy.
Love is overcoming obstacles,
facing challenges, fighting to be together,
holding on & never letting go.
It is a short word, easy to spell,
difficult to define, & impossible to live without.
Love is work, but most of all,
Love is realizing that every hour,
every minute, & every second was worth it
because you did it together.

The sparkle in your eye put the stars to shame

Wherever you go,
there you are and
where you are my heart shall be


A hug for you means I need you.
A kiss for you means I love you.
A call for you means I'm missing you.


I give my smile to everyone,
but I give my heart to only one.


I would rather be a ghost,
drifting by your side,
as a condemned soul,
than enter heaven without you.
Because of your love,
I will never be a lonely spirit.
with love ,
Najib Johari .

Saturday, June 18, 2011

um okay2 . back to 13jun 2011 :I . okay , mase ni aku tngah chat suma dgn aini then mase malam tu pulak akak aku tu kate nk pinjam laptop aku sbb nk bawak g sekolah kejap . aku pon bagi lah kan dgn baik nyaa <3 . oho . then turn to 14jun 2011 aku nk amik balik laptop aku tu suddenly akak aku kate , ha takyah . bia akak simpan lagipon akak nk pakai ni . dikjib ade laptop dikjib asyik2 main game je lgipon line internet problem kan ? ha takyah2 . bia akak simpan aku pon ngajok lahh T^T . uhuu dah laah aku nk wish birthday aini <3 i wanne be the first wishes birthday to herr but too bad i can'tT.T . uhuu . then mase 15jun 2011 aku pon bagun lah dr tidoo nk pi sekolah then nk start moto, moto prob --' timing belt rosak . ayah aku pkai semalam --'  adui . aku nk jempyt aini balik sekolah mcm ne ni --' ! adui2 . aku pon msej eton sruh dia jemput aini :( uhuu .

okay2 now 15jun 2011 . skunk ni pon aku dah balik sekolah . last2 moto aku dah sehat balikk <3 bagos2 . aku pon rush g jemput aini . segala lubang aku lentum . haha sbb dah pukul 2.05pm . aku ngah risau die, die jalan kaki ke apa . uhuu . so aku pon lalu jalan jambatan kecil ke jiboi tu yg seblum ni aku jemput aini aku lalu jalan besar :O so sbb aku nk rush nk tngok laluan aini jalan kaki sume aku pon lalu lah sanee . aku pon pusing2 sume last2 au jmmpee aini dah naik dgn etown . oho aku pon jalan lah ikut belakang :O . dah smpai depan rumah aini aku saje je nk buat kononye2 lupa birthday dia then tknk smbut birthday diaa <-- tipu2 je :P . haha . then die ckp2 pasal birthday die kat skolah so aku pon kene diam jugak sbb tak mungkin lah kalau die dah cite pasal birthday tu aku nk buat2 lupaa kot :P hahaha . so aku pon diam je kan :) then die pon masuk dalam rumah sbb nk amik baju kerna die nk g swim dgn mmbe2 die :P aku tak join pon . so dia masuk , aku bukak seat aku then amek present nk bg aini . aku nk suprise skit :P kononnye2 aku nk buat die terkejut bile die kua rumah time tetiba pulak eton ckp letak je kat pasu tu . aku pon dah pelik dah ni --' so aku pk2 balik ohh sweet jugak an <3 . aku pon letak lahh . then tak jadik lahh sweet aku tu . haha . adui2 . aku pon dah malu2 :P . adui2 . terpakse lah cover sume :P . ahahaha ! then pergi lah swim sume aku tugu kat luar dorg mndi pukul 4.25pm then aku g lah lepak2 dekat umah mmbe2 aku sume . lepak sekejep je sbb membe2 aku sume tu tngah isap gam sume --' aku pon bela then aku tugu jela depan swimm tu ~ pukul 4.59pm-5.35pm .

oho akhirnya aku jumpa aini balik <3 um lepas tu dorg nk pi  makan char kuew tiaw , haha . aku malas ah makan :P . then anak aku n aini *azfarina jumpa mommy die then salam2 sumee n lepak2 lahh . anak aku tu dah mcm takot2 , ahahah ! um anak aku tu bg bebear kat mommy dia . aku nk bg senanyee tp bebear aku tu kat dobi tngah basuh balik sbb dah kena aiskrim :P . haha . um then mase balik anak aku tu cubit2 pipi mommy dia , aku pon suke cuibit2 pipi aini ni ., hahahah ! bapak borek anak rinitk <3 kikiki . then kiteowg pon balik . aku pon  dah wish sume kat die tp tak dapat menjadik org yg pertama wish kat dia T^T  uhuu . that all <3 
<3 iloveyou aini <3
always be happy 
wish u for the best 
happy birthday
Your love means everything to me it is the food for my soul, the air that I breathe, the water that quinches my desires.
<3 <3 <3

Friday, June 17, 2011

T.T

Dearest Love, 

Often, your nearness takes away my breath! Your mere presence, makes me feel elated. The smell of your perfume and the beauty of your eyes tunes my existence to some music, mystical music, I would say. My soul romances and dances in joy. Somewhere, I hope that the silence of my eyes and the beats of my heart can convey to you how I feel for you, my love. Some part of my soul is inseparably entwined with yours, in an intimacy, a bonding that can't be explained. You're a thought I wish to think always. You're everything my dear, I feel, my heart has longed for. I give you my life, my love. Will you give me yours, for ever and ever...

Saturday, June 11, 2011

I love the way you look at me
even when you don't think i'm watching.
I love the way you smile at me
I love the way we can fight
and hang up the phone knowing
the other person wants to call
back but both are too stubborn.
I love the way you can light up
my face by just walking in a room.
I love the way you look at me
as you gently kiss my forehead
I love all of this,
but what i love most is... you
And i can't imagine living any other way;
even if i can't see you every day,
your voice echoes in my head,
your love remains in my heart.

I love my name
- just because of how you say it.
I love the way you stare at me
when you think I'm not looking.
I love the way you lean in close
whenever I tell you something,
even though we both know you heard me.
I love the sweet things you say to me,
even when I'm screaming at you.
I love how you love me
- and aren't afraid to show it.
I love how you make me
want to be a better person than
I ever thought I could be.
But mostly, I love you.
All the good things, all the bad,
all the mistakes, all the surprises,
all the imperfections, all of it...
just because they're yours.
I wanna be the reason
for the smile on your face
I wanna be the one
that you'll never replace
I wanna be the man
who steals your heart
I want you to want us
to never be apart
I wanna wake up with you
lying by my side
I wanna be the one you
want to make your bride
I wanna hold you close,
wanna feel you hold me tight
I wanna fall asleep with you,
wanna be your guiding light
I wanna be the man you see,
when you point and say 'thats her'
I wanna be the man
to whom no-one can compare
I wanna be the one
you love until the end of time
I wanna be the reason that
you write these stupid rhymes
I wanna be your one and only,
you're every dream come true
I want ours to be a perfect love,
that others compare their's to
I wanna be your angel,
wanna be your fantasy
Just take a look around you baby,
we were meant to be :')

-to My lover *sharifah aini mashor <3

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

watata

hey hoooo:'3 . sekarang ni life aku dah okay skit dah ha :') . dah ade moto yow brooo :D . haha . walaupon dah ade moto pon aku mlas ah keluar :'/ aku ase duk rumah un9 fb layan syg AINI aku lagi bagus :'3 . hehe . aku amek skuter jee :'/ sbb aini kan tak geti pkai gear so kalau aini nk bawak moto kan senang kalau skuter ni soo tht y aku amek skuterr ni <3 . haihh :') . aku dgn aini hppy selaluu bak kate ompueth happy go lucky :'D .  susah senang sentiasa bersama <3 hehe . btw . cube dga lagu ni :')
sila pahamkan mksd die tu . sunggu-2 mendalam . this dedi to Aini . 
nk kate aku jiwang lah tu an --' ? yayaya . ape2 pon boleh lahh :P . 

Thursday, June 2, 2011

dame you najib johari :'0

halooo :') nmpak tak caption aku kat atas tu :') ? haha . tu mmg aku :') tak berguna :') im a useless man . u knw y ? it is bcoz i always made my wife cried  again n again :') tht y i called my self useless :') . aku sbenanye aku nk bg die happy :') , jaga die elok2 tknk kasi laki lain rosakan dia :') , nk jage die mcm ne ayah jage ibu :')


 . tknk kasi becah belah tp aku ni stiil buat die nanges :') . aku tak boleh lah tngok die nges nnti aku ni pon luluh jugak do :'( aku  pangai je gngster ni tp hati lembut mcm sotong takde tulang :'l aku isau aini kawan dgn budak jahat mcm ne membe2 aku buat kat awek2 dorg tu :'/ . mmbe aku tu teruk , muke hensem tp playboy , gila harte , gs , suke permainkan permpuan sumee :'/  aku tknk ah aini tergolong kat dalam tu :'( sbb tu aku nk jage dia . kalulah aku ade kerjaya duit  harte yg bnyak sume aku siap jumpa aboh die nikah terus nk kasi  kekal punye kan :') so t takde lah sgt nk cemburu buta mcm skunk ni :'( .

 aini tu dh mcm artis , sume org kenal die , sume org nk die , sume org nk kenal2 dgn die :'( . die ni lawa tau :'/ mate die tu comel , penyayang , masam2 <3 , tembam >< , sweet org nyee :') , manje2 , ngade2 <3 . hehe tu bg aku lah tp bg org lain tak tahu ape kehendak diorg tu :'/ bg aku , die ni dah terbaik bg aku n takde sape leyh gnti die ni :')  aku isau lahh die ade jatuh hati or ubah perasaan kat laki lain yg hensem2 n comle sume :'( uhuu . aku takott ! umm skunk aku pon nape sejak due tiga hari lepas tu aku dgn aini asyik2 gaduh :'( bukan gaduh pasal curang ke apee :'( tp gaduh sbb cite pasal diri masing2 :'( . die kate aku ni nk tinggalkan die , dah bosan dgn die padahal sume tu sikit pon takde :'( aku hppy what dgn die :') aku tak teringin pon nk tinggalkn die :'( aku nak stay dgn die smpai bile2 :') umm die kate aku nges2 sume :') aku nages tu sbb aku syg die n takot kehilangan die :') bukan nages sbb bnde2 yg tak elok pon :') uwuwuw T^T .

then die kate die salu buat aku saket aty :') yee ade tp aku pon ade buat die saket aty jugak kat diee :')  sbb otak aku dah tak betul sumee :') so fair n square lah ni yee mok <3 same2 sakit hati . setiap perkare yg tak elok kite boleh ubah n jadikan yg elok kan :') takan lah nasi dah basi kite nk makan jugak :') ? uhuuu . susah senang aku nk same2 dgn aini tu :') ape yg die nk , aku buat :') . masing2 dah ekat mati jnji2 masing2 :') . uhuu . umm skunk ni aku tngok aini ni mcm nk jauh dr aku :'( tahu tak kenape ? die tu tak abes2 cite pasal bnde yg bruk pasal aku kat die :'/ pdahal aku takde msalah pon die :'/  n die senanaye tak caye sgt tu caye ckp aku  tu :'/ die seolah2 nk pergi jauh dalam hidup aku ni :'( die kate die nk sruh aku layan popan len :'/ umm aku mane suke menggtal2 sume ni :'/ aku layan aini sorg jee :'( tp tu pon aini still tak caye :'( aku pon dh ta tahu nk buat ape nk ksi die caye ckp aku haa :'( . aku syg gila2 kat die ni :'( . mcm kucing ilang anak :'( . kucing kalo ilang anak die carik anak2 die sampai dapat :'(


umm MAYBE true or false skunk die ade perasaan kat laki len kot dalam diam tp takot nk bgthu aku :'( die takot aku maki2 die ke ape :'/ uhuu . aku takan maki kat die :'/ tak salahkan kalau dah jujur :') tp jgn lah tipu2 :') . kalo die dah suke kat laki lain n laki tu pon yakin ley jage die n buat die hppy sume :') aku pon dah takleh buat ape2 kalu hati dah suke kan :') aku redhoo je n aku akan doakan2 kebahagian dorg :')  takan lah aku nk pi bntai kat laki tu sbb aini dah sngkot dekat die :') , aku dah malas nk bertumbuk2 :') aini hppy aku pon hppy :') lagipon aku tknk tngok2 die sedih2 lagi :') lepas aku aku dh malas nk in relation lagi dah :') aku tugu die real married baru aku in relationship :') . uhuu . skunk ni aku berdoa hrp2 aku dapat hppykan die n die hppy dgn aku , aku dah mmg happy dgn aini tu , aku nk jage die elok2 smpai ke tua :') . doakan2 aku dgn aini kekal tau :') . aduh korg nk kate aku jiwng lah ni :') ? haha . umm tak tahu lahh :') aku just luahkan perasan aku jee :') . i do love n miss aini <3 :') doakan kiteog kekal yee :'3 , hee . thnkss <3