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Happy Deepavalli to All my INDIAN's. Indian friends lah apa lagi :P wa org Malay Ma tapi kita  Satuu Malaysia! Satu apaaaa?! Satu Malaysiaaaaa! Satu apa?! SAtu Malaysiaaa! Satuuuu Malaysia!! Huahaha <3 Agak-2 boleh jadi Ahli Dewan Negeri atau dikenali Ahli Koporat tak? Like Father As Son <3 ihihi, kalau korg kata tak dah memang sah kau jeles kan? Nah amik taik kucing then hidu dalam-2 1tahun :P Btw, korg tahu tak apa konsep Satu Malaysia? Kalau tak tahu pi tengok apa Maksud dia kat internet, mak ayah korg, surat kahbar. Kalau malas kau Chaw lah kat sini, Malu ah kalau tak tahu. Aiyoyoyo amma porigee tototo :P

Actually masa cuti Deepavali tu aku tak poie mana-2 pon, aku just anta ciku kat akak yang sarat mengandung, Ayah aku sanggup Fly over from Seremban to Kuantan Pahang tau. Nasib baik akak aku tak duduk Australia, kalau tak aku dgn ayah aku a poie Australia a macam ni! huahahha. Ceh, poyo je aku :P hehe. Aku g sana masa hari Ahad yang Lepas masa pagi, aku g sempoi je. Oho. tido sana 3hari, Perhh! kat sana cakap kau, poning gilaa aku -- entah ah, aku kuat tido and terlebih tido. Habis lemah and sakit-2 badan aku, aku g sana tak kua mana-2 pon, aku just kua bilik, kua tandas tapi kebnyakan bnyak luangkan masa dgn tandas ah, AHAHAH, Aku sakit perut angat-2, sampai pergi ke klinik :P sehari dua sakit-2 :P betapa peritnya masa tu. ahahah. um masa ari sebelum aku nk balik tu malam aku ada buat BBq dgn Family aku, bakar-2 ikang ah, macam-2 jenis ikan ada, Ikan paus pon ada :) tp ikan paus ug tak bakar sebab melekat kat baju makcik aku :P *Baju waterworld . hahaha. um masa pahang tu aku perit kat dalam kereta, masa kat mana entah jalan tu macam puaka berlikuk-2 pastu pulak ayah aku bawak dirft! dgn aku tido kat dalam kereta tu pulak aku tido tak betol-2, sampai je kat umah! Ha amekaw! kriuk-2 Asli :P nak patah and nk pecah kepala aku, badan gegila lemah. Nak push-up dggn angkat besi 10kg sebalah tgn pon tak boleh, Hampeh~ Huu, lepas je sehari aku aku baru balik dari pahang, entah pukul brapa entah, tetiba tangan bahu kesemua angota kiri aku gila sakit! kepala mcm nk pitam~ Fuhh, Bangun-2 pagi tu, Aku rinduu Ainiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! rinduu angat-2! lepas bangun tu aku terus g bilik air mcm bese bro, Paham-2 ah . hahaha then aku carik Panadol, panadol pulak kene beli kat kedai samdol. adui dol dol :P haha . sehari dua lepas aku balik pahang tu aku rasa lemah skit and skerang Alhamdulillah okay skit <3 sbb dah jumpe Aini an an <3 hihihi > ilys&imy baby! Muah!

Tadi aku baru je teman Aini g amik Qti. Ghagha, Aini lulus :) aku tahu dia akan lulus :) tapi dia kata sbb lulus kerna simpati, ianya tak mana ada dong sin Aini Mohmoh  ily :*. Mok lulus sbb usaha dan keyakinan yg ada :) kalau ada keyakinan kita mesti ada jaya. Macam moto td, moto b pulak yg sakit ? Soo sorryy tau mok, uhu, ha sambung cerita, Ha pasal moto td, kan b dah cakap jgn cakap moto berhenti lagi last-2 moto tu dah stop :P moto b ngajok :) last-2 b cakap kite kene yakin sampai ke rumah dgn selamat mesti boleh punya tapi kene yakin bersama. Oho, last-2 apa ? sampai jugak an an an ? ihihi, Muah-2! Good luck for your Jpj Next week <3 i alwys be by your side, i alwys be <3 Ily baby :3

My answer

If I leave, what you do?
* If you’re leaving, take me with you. If you’re running away, take me too. If you’re jumping off, hold my hand as you do. I love life but it’s worth losing if I lose it with you. I often catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, your voice and touch. Damn this life! I’m missing you too much. I'll will waiting and pray the best for the best for your life gettin better and pray to Allah that please open your heart for me i do love me again with all your heart and never leave me again :'(

If I run, Did you follow me?
* If you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love :'(


If I die,Will you be able to live?
*NO!! If goodbye will be the last word I have to say before I die, I wouldn’t let it be spoken. I’d rather die than to say goodbye to a person that I don’t want to give up even after eternal life. When I go to heaven and you’re not there, I’ll wait for you by the golden stair. If you’re not there by judgement day, I know you went the other way. And to prove my love is true, I’d go to hell to be with you :')


If I hurt , Do you hurt again me?
*No, I will repair my mistaken so that you wont hurt again and I will make you happier and happier ^^-


If I lost , Do you find me?
* You’re all I need beside me, girl. You’re all I need to turn my world. You’re all I need inside my heart. You’re all I need when we’re apart. All I need is you to believe all that I need is you :'3


If I down, Do you try to stand me?
*I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you’re lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of your .


If I cry, Do you feel sorry?
*Yes i will feel sorry :'( because I can't be a good husband of your but will I tried my best to do done anything whatever you like so you will smile :')  Everytime you cry a tear, my heart cries along. But you’ll never know cause I wouldn’t tell. Everytime you’re hurt, I’m hurt too. Cause that’s what love is for and I love you. Stop your tears from falling, I’m here to wipe them dry, here to stop the hurting whenever someone says goodbye. I may not be the person to make the hurting end but I’d do anything to never see you hurt again :')


If I dirty, Do you clean me?
*Yes I will, that why I follow the principe of husband and wife :') cause their principe are seriouse and pay all intention to each other :') oneday I will married you, being an responsible husband of yours :') 2.02.2020 <3


If I ugly, Do you accept me?
*I will do accept you as my wife, no matter what happend i'm still yours, if you ugly doesn't mean I dont love but fact is I like it, knowing why? cause theres's will no one will attract with you except me my love :') you are very mean to me :') 


If I hate you, Do you hate me?
*Hah, No! I never hate you, even you sometime hurt me but I knew Allah testing me, he want to see how far and deep my love for you. Fyi, I never use word hate for you  but I usually use word iloveyou and imissyou :')


If I didn't text you one day, Do you worry about me?
*I think you know :') I want to ask you, how much many message and miss call from me at your phone :') ? I soo fcuking worried!!!!


If I excident , How long you will stand beside me?
*Yes, I wish I could be with you every single times, minutes, seconds, day and night, watch you fall asleep and kiss you goodnight. When I get to heaven, I know just what to do. I’ll spend eternity watching over you ^^-


If I defective, Do you want to be my husband again?
Or you just leave me forever alone?
*Let the pass by the pass away  and throw it end of the road and let me one the one to blame, I will take all your sins. I rather suffering :') . It is cause I'm your husband, the super responsible hsuband.


And the last one, Do you truly love me? 
*YES I DO. YOU MY ONE AND ONLY :')


I want to be with you forever so that I can love you in a way that no one else can and care for you in a manner that only I would. But they broke my heart when they said forever isn’t true. Can we prove them wrong by working on forever, just me and you :') ? 

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Nilai

Hihihi, aku dah tahu dah ha semua jalan nak ke Nilai dah :) , macam ni aku boleh lah pergi jumpa Aini tiap-2 hari tapi tertakluk pada minyak lah jugak :P ihi tapi-2 ape-2 pon aku memang suka! awww awwww !

Mula-2 masa Aini nk pindah Nilai memang aku risau kan Aini, sumpah risau sangat-2 :( aku risau kan keadaan dia kat sana :( tapi ape-2 pon aku percaya kat dia yg dia boleh jaga diri, taat, setia, jujur dengan aku pun dah mencukupi, yang paling penting kedua ialah belajar bersungguh-2! grr grr, um manse Aini nak pindah tu, aku memang dah janji dengan Aini yang aku nak ke Nilai jumpa dia and now aku dah jumpa :). Mok mok, b ikat pada jnji tau :) . heee, mual-2 aku memang cuak nak g sane :( , iyelahh. Nilai and aku tak tahu jalan g sana tapi takpe aku berusaha nak pergi jugak sebab aku dah janji dengan Aini <3

senanye aku nak g Nilai hari rabu tapi Aini busy so hari khamis lah aku pergi, ohoho , mase aku nk pergi tu semua orang yg aku jumpe kat jalan tp tak semua lah :P , aku tanya mana nk g ke Nilai, aku takut sesat je, uhu.mase nk jalan ke nilai tu aku baca macam-2 doa semua aku atot sesngt >< !aku bawak moto nouvo dgn name aini di sebelah kiri moto aku ni, aku bawak 120km tau! dari seremban 2 ke Nilai 35min :) ohoho, mula-2 aku nk sampai ke Nilai tu aku memang nervouse gegila sebab takot sesat tapi takpelah demi Aini aku sanggup redah lautan yg berapi >< huhahahaha! Jnji tetap jnji :) mase ari khamis aku jumpa Aini tu . masyaallah :'3 rinduunyaaa, nak je gaum-2! uhuu .

lepas aku jumpa Aini tu , aku bawak dia naik moto aku sbb nk tengok keadaan sekolah dia, kwasan dia dan rumah dia :') sbb aku nk tahu keadaan kat sane :') ihiihi . lpes je aku dah tahu situasi Aini kat sane aku pun lege skit tapi sekolah dia gilaa jauh :( risau aku kalau Aini naik moto :( nak je aku sekolah sane :( tapi ulang balik ah seremban-Nilai . uhuu. aku risauu sgt-2 :( . tapi takpelah , sekarang dia naik dgn akak dia , alhamdulillah <3 ihii. sekarang ni aku dah tahu jalan ke tempat Aini, aku haap mase cuti sekolah Aini stay kat seremban dan mase sekolah dia stay kat sane sbb dah name pon sekolah kat snae kan :) doakan aku dgn Aini kekal sampai ke akhirat ke syurga, harap dgn ibu bapa dan Allah restui hubungan aku ni :) Amin-2 hirabillamin <3